Journal from TJ Maxx |
Two years and some months later I have returned to what I attempt to call a blog.
In the time between, some things have changed (I am
officially a college graduate) and some have stayed the same (my terrible
writing skills lol).
Since late last year, specifically after I read Paris
Letters, I have been thinking about what I truly want to do in life. Unfortunately I have no answer…
I am still interested in K-Pop, Dramas, books and makeup but
I also know that my job will not be anything related to my interests. None of the things I am interested in
can get me a job. I can’t be a
makeup artist because as much as I like makeup I am terrible at it (feel free
to take a look at my tutorial attempts: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, and 8). I can’t be
a writer because this blog itself just proves how terrible I am at writing (and
I also lack creative story telling).
I also can’t speak, write, or read Korean so there is no way I can get a
job in the K-Pop and drama industry.
I just have to accept the fact that I may not enjoy my job but need it for the salary, health insurance, retirement
plan and etcetera... or not. I now realize that I am willing to try and work hard to get where I want in life. The first full time job I take on won't have to be my career. I have the power to change and work towards whatever goal I set.
While I continue to put off the job search and think about
what I want in life, I decided to restart this blog. My attempt to blog again comes from a sudden desire to share
my thoughts/opinions and to record my
journey as I live the life I create (or as Shannon Ables from the The Simply Luxurious Life said, be the CEO of my own life).
And so the adventure begins…
안녕!!
안녕!!
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